Go Goa Gone
I had a fun trip to Goa over this past long weekend for Labour Day.
It was a short and fun trip with soham, sid, priyansh and myself.
I missed hanging out with my lads, kinda reminded me of hostel days where we lazed around a lot. Had a LOT of beers, went clubbing and had a great time. I lost 3k in the casino, I really really feel guilty about it, but hey it's atleast an experience I can recount when I grow old.
I'm glad I went on this trip, I kind of started feeling that I'm not scripting any good stories and just had relegated myself to going to work and coming back. It really was dejecting to keep doing it, but this trip sort of solved that.
I had great food, in fact, lost some weight once I was back and managed to also get good pics. I'm happy i have almost a good chunk of it on video! Some memories will stand the test of time now :) But I kinda wished I had more photos of myself.
I really love the beach. It really is soothing. I remember for a brief 15 minutes just going to the beach at the end of the road from Purple Martini and just enjoying the waves. How it ruffled against the rocks, crashing into each other and playing a beautiful song. For a brief 15 minutes, we'd been sitting just admiring Mother Nature.
The trip also made me a bit more conscious about my, my loved ones mortality? I kind of spennt most of yesterday and the day before just sitting with Ma, even if it wasn't talking, just spending some spare time with her. It feels like seconds are slipping away from what I can enjoy with my mom and I don't want to endure that.
I love my family so much, and the trip sort of made me realise that. Maybe the point of life isn't ultra-successful, ultra-rich life, but a life where I can retire Supra, and let my mom and dad enjoy themselves. I hope that in the next 5 years I can do just that.
I don't care what happens to me either.
I got the Coros Pace 3. It seems so cool! Just wearing it, I already feel like someone who's focused about their health. I'm walking more, eating less, staying focused, all of the works. Hope the scale rewards this.
Facing a lot of exhaustion/sleep purely because of the work and I'm not able to prepare for GRE/CFA. I don't know what's happening, the Goa trip has thrown me off. Trying to regain composure is of the essence given that I'm starting to apply from August. I'm worried of my slackiness. But I don't know how to fix it.
I'll try my best. I've crafted a new set of principles. I am going to view it differently from here on out. I am going to behave differently from here on out, you watch it. Look at my tone of my blog from now.
I will get successful.