what about life?
hahaha, god bless me, it's been going great.
I can't help but think how it's getting better and better, and will only wish for it to keep going higher.
This past week itself was eventful. From graduating lossfunk, getting Slippy back, to getting paid my first full-time salary, and buying something for my parents (I bought them matching Fossil watches!). Maa Kali, I thank you.
It feels serendipitous. It feels like it was coming. It feels vindicating. I can't help but feel grateful to all of the bounties that keep falling onto me and only wish for more.
I realised how much I missed Slippy only when I first went on a ride again. The throttle. The backfiring when braking. The exhaust note, my goodness, did I miss it. Melodies that I'd forgotten.
I've also got my license, so a road trip needs to be planned too!
Haha, I'm in the groove of listening to Takanaka, so the upbeat vibes. Of course, this plus Sankhya and Advaita Vedanta. I've been gorging a lot of literature on it and videos from Swami Sarvapriyananda. It's been really helpful in lifting the fear of death that's been looming around me from the past two weeks. I've only been pondering about this and it just usually used to freeze me. But now, it's changed.
I'm now rewarded to think positive. To enjoy the blossoms of flowers that envelop Bengaluru. It's too beautiful. To drive through the city and those flowers? Amazing.
As the world's going bat-shit crazy, I think I'm loving this. I'd love for this to continue, but alas. The goal is to lock-in. double-down on serendipity and embrace this. Life need not always be hard, but it must be directed. So is what we wish, so is how we shall live.
(remember the bike clamping, it happened today!)